Prelude:
Bosworth 1485. "The truth that none dares utter."
Above
Redemore Plain the sky darkened. It glowed
violet, bluest violet, smudged with bars of cloud. On the humped back
of Ambion
Hill the encampment slept, waiting; the wind dropped and banners hung
as ragged
and as blue as the night. Silence rolled in.
So
complete was the stillness that Raphael could
hear the chirrup of frogs down in the marsh. He heard the rasp of
horned toads
and an owl’s fluting cry. Around him the land felt deserted. Even the
slow
spirits of the stones and the mercurial beings of the hedgerows were
absent.
Had they deserted in terror of the battle to come? Men feared the
denizens of
twilight, not realising that those spirits were more afraid of humans
by far.
In
the great, hushed darkness, he thought he could
hear the voices of the enemy; snapping fragments of sound, far away.
The
usurper, flaunting his rose-red dragon and claiming to be sent by
heaven to
destroy the Adversary. Raphael spat a quiet curse in his direction, and
slipped
back into the king’s pavilion.
A
lamp burned inside, glimmering on the
cloth-of-gold walls, its flame as pallid as the gaunt face that
reflected it.
The king could not sleep. He had tried, only to wake with a shuddering
gasp,
complaining of dreadful nightmares, wraiths with pale fingers and
yellow eyes
waiting for him just below the surface of sleep. Recovering himself,
he’d sent
his concerned lieutenants away to their rest. Only Raphael remained,
wide awake
and glad to keep the vigil with him.
“Does
anything stir out there?” asked the king. He
was as Raphael had left him; sitting with his arms folded upon the
table,
gazing at the lamp.
“The
sentries report that all is quiet.”
“Then
it must be my own ghosts I can hear.”
“Sire,
won’t you have an hour or two’s rest, at
least?” Raphael spoke quietly, trying not to disturb the pages asleep
in the
outer chamber of the tent.
“It’s
too late,” the king answered. “I’ll not sleep
again tonight. I can only wait for the dawn. Fate tells me that I need
a time
of reflection.”
His
face was a shell with light shining through;
frail and pearly like that of a heavenly messenger, but more eerie than
saintly. Raphael could imagine the same luminous face belonging to the
most
beautiful of angels, the morning star, Lucifer. The king’s hair was
feathery
shadow around his shoulders. His eyes were grey and shrouded, like
twilight.
“Do
you think that I am wicked, my friend?” he
asked.
Raphael
sat down on a canvas stool, facing him
across the table. “No, sire, of course not.”
“I
have been accused of poisoning, infanticide and
incest, among other crimes. You know this full well.”
“Lies.”
“Have
I been so bad a king?” His voice sounded thin
and distant, as if it already came from beyond the veil of death. “The
tales
they tell of me run like fire from mouth to mouth, so that I must deny
them
even to my friends. I’m sick to the stomach with denial. After all, how
in
honesty can I say there’s no truth to the stories?
“They
are only words, rumours…” Raphael trailed
off, helpless.
“On
the strength of rumours, a non-entity named
Henry Tudor fashions himself as the revolving sword of God, come to
slay the
Devil. And look! My kingdom is sinking into the marsh.”
“No!”
Raphael was fierce with denial. “That is
utterly untrue. I can’t bear to see you disheartened.”
The
king shook his head, his hair moving softly,
like crow’s wings. “No, I’m not disheartened, don’t think that. I’m
thinking
aloud to unearth the truth. You’ve always helped me in that. You know
more of
my secrets than any other being, and this could be the last chance I
have.”
Shuddering
fear went through Raphael, from the
soles of his feet to the roots of his hair. His mouth was thick. He
tried to go
on breathing.
“It
seems every weapon I ever used has been turned
back upon me,” King Richard went on. “Myths are more enduring than
truth, you
have told me so yourself.”
“I
shouldn’t have said anything. Ever.”
“No.”
Richard spoke gently. “What, endured that on
your own? You were right to tell me all. If you’d kept such matters to
yourself, you would have failed me indeed. As it is, I’m prepared for
the
worst.”
Raphael
had run out of answers. He wished himself
anywhere but sitting in the midst of this quiet nightmare. “Dearest
lord,
don’t. You should rest, not think about…”
“My
death?” Richard said calmly.
“I
was going to say, my dream. It was only…”
“Perhaps
real, and perhaps not. I know that. Well,
in the morning this humour will be gone from me and I’ll go into battle
roaring, a black dragon to affright the red. But now, Raphael, tell me…”
The
merest slide of light changed Richard’s face
from pearl to chiselled marble. He looked straight at Raphael and his
expression was terrible, like that of a demon who’d passed through
storms of
madness to chilling serenity on the far side. “Is the Tudor right? Is
his pious
Beaufort mother right, everyone right? Have I been used as an
instrument of
Satan to bring the downfall of a rotten dynasty – while God has chosen
to press
his holy sword of vengeance into the paw of one Welsh-French nobody?”
“I’m
surprised Tudor didn’t style himself with the
name of an archangel,” said Raphael, so venomously that Richard laughed.
“Gabriel,
or Michael… or Raphael. So, even the
Devil’s chosen has an angel to comfort him through the longest night.”
Raphael
poured wine for the king. His hand shook as
he passed the cup. Receiving it, Richard kept his hand on Raphael’s for
a
moment. The king’s flesh felt as cold and steady as a dolmen.
“I
don’t seem to be comforting you very well,”
Raphael said.
“But
you are.” Richard glanced behind him, where a
small altar was set up near his bed. Candles fluttered around a small
figure of
the Virgin. “Given a choice between spending this night praying to a
Creator
who turned his back on me in childhood, and talking to a flesh and
blood
friend, I know which is more likely to save my soul.”
The
wine was heavily watered, and tasted flat and
ghostly. “I don’t care what you say, sire. There are souls in Tudor’s
camp in
far worse danger than yours.”
Richard
grimaced. “I have done wrong, but what
could I have done otherwise?” he said quietly. “Nothing. Thus I am
condemned
not only for my choices, but for what I am. Thus is the Devil condemned
for
being what his Creator made him.”
“Your
Grace, don’t listen to their rumours and
slanders. You can’t let yourself believe their lies.”
“I
am not talking about the views of others,”
Richard answered. “I’m talking about what I know of myself. There is a
shadow
in me, a great and dreadful shadow that would blot out the entire world
if it
were left unchecked. And this has not been stamped on me by enemies.
They’ve
glimpsed it, and that’s why they fear me. But the shadow was born with
me, and
awoke when I was a child. We were at Ludlow…”
His
voice was soft and calm. The lamp burned blue.
So intense was the hush outside that Raphael feared they had slipped
into the
hidden world. “Sire, you are low in spirits. This is nothing, a waking
nightmare…”
“And
you are an experienced walker in nightmares,”
Richard retaliated. Suddenly he was disturbingly cheerful. “Asleep or
awake, I
can’t escape hideous visitations tonight, but at least I have you at my
side. I
have never told anyone this before. Let me tell you about the waking of
the
shadow.”
###
Richard
ran through the wildwood, deeper and
deeper. Vibrant images haunted him, of his father and brothers fighting
a
battle far away. It would be days before he knew whether they had lived
or
died. No one even cared to tell a boy of seven; he would be the last to
know.
Distraught with frustration, he had evaded tutors and guardians to
escape the
castle walls, and now he ran and ran.
At
first he was bold, striking out at bushes and
shadows with a twig sword. One day his weapons would be true metal and
the
shadows would be enemies of flesh and armour. He would fight alongside
his
brothers, turning the red rose crimson with blood.
He
dreamed of survival, more than glory. His
family’s survival.
But
for now he was only a child, suddenly lost and
cold. The shadows began to move and whisper. Looking back the way he’d
come, he
saw no path, only the gnarled gloom of woods enclosing him. The
moss-green eyes
of elementals followed him from heavy, wet canopies of leaves. He saw
their
thin long limbs, like folded brambles. They stared at him, pointing,
whispering.
Richard
let the sword fall to his side and backed
away.
Dark
blue twilight dripped through the trees. There
was only one way to go, a thread of a path taking him even farther from
safety.
Ahead shone a gap in the trees, a patch of slate sky in which a single
bright
star hung like a white rose. He fled towards it, feet and heart
pounding.
Where
the trees ended there lay a marsh, stretching
away into a blue mist. Two herons started up at his approach and
flapped away,
luminous in the dusk, their long legs stirring layers of vapour. The
boy
swallowed a cry of shock. He stood trapped between the wildwood and the
marsh.
Water gleamed in the saturated sapphire light. Tussocks crouched in the
turbid
water. Like ghosts the herons were gone and nothing moved, yet
everything
watched him, breathing.
Richard
knew he’d made a dreadful mistake. He’d
strayed out of the real world and into the netherworld, the dread place
that
came to life only while God-fearing men slept. He breathed hard,
clutching his
twig sword. Damp, rank air filled his lungs. Away to his left he saw a
natural
rock arch at the wood’s edge, and beyond, a great rock containing the
slit of a
cave mouth. If only he could reach the cave, he could shelter there,
and set up
his sword at the entrance like a cross to ward off the famished
shadows. God
the Creator would protect him until morning. So his mother always told
him.
His
feet slid on the tussocks. The cave was further
away and bigger than it seemed. The entrance looked threatening, not a
refuge
but a mouth to the demon-realm. An eerie tongue of light lapped within.
There
was something alive in there, moving, chanting…
The
fog thickened. He could see barely an arm-span
ahead. He stopped, shivering, tasting blood. He’d bite his tongue to
ribbons
before he would let himself cry.
A
woman took shape out of the mist like the prow of
a ship.
He
stood rooted and helpless as she sailed towards
him. He glimpsed dangling sleeves of charcoal velvet, a tissue of black
silk
stiffly framing her head, a terrible, stern white face with gold eyes
boring
into his.
A
sorceress.
“Child,
how did you come here?” she said.
Richard
couldn’t speak. Petrified, he watched her
long pale hands coming towards him. Her fingers touched him, moving
over his
shoulders, his cheeks, into his hair. The touch felt light and waxen,
faerie-like.
“It
is late for you to be out alone. You strayed
too far from the path. You trespass where you do not belong.”
He
nodded, trying to say, Your pardon, my lady, I
meant no harm. At last he managed a whisper. “The path brought me here.”
“And
so it did. Therefore you have been called. No
one comes among us without a reason. Would you walk the spiral chambers
with us
to the innermost heart of the shell?”
Her
eyes frightened him. She looked mad, or in a
trance. He tried to back away but her hands closed tight on his skull.
The
pressure made his bones ache, brought red fire behind his eyes – and
then a
grotesque vision.
His
mouth fell open. He was looking at a severed
head. The head of a robust man with greying hair and the plain
weathered face
of a foot-soldier, stuck on a spike beneath a market cross. The
parchment skin
was yellow and the lips hung slack. The eyes looked sideways at
Richard, as if
in deadly warning.
The
face was dead and yet alive, animated by the
leaping light of a hundred candles. An old woman was in the act of
lighting
them. She rose and lifted the head off its spike, cradled it for a
moment then
set it down amid the candles. She began to comb the grey hair and wash
the
blood-daubed cheeks, all the while sobbing and murmuring to the head.
“Your
sons will avenge you,” she lamented. “Your
grandson will avenge you.”
It
was not only the head that horrified Richard,
but the old woman’s despair.
He
cried out. The vision vanished. The witch
removed her hands from his hair and now gazed at him with her un-human
eyes.
“With
every step the path divides,” she said.
“The
path divides,” echoed a higher voice.
The
voice came not from the sorceress but from
somewhere near her hip. Richard saw she had a small companion, a
familiar that
lurked behind her, peering around her skirts. It had wild black hair
and eyes
like marsh-fire. An elf-child. The words issuing from the childish
mouth made the
creature more terrifying than its mistress.
“What
did you see?” asked the sorceress.
“What
does it mean?” asked her familiar.
Richard
shook his head mutely. Their faces shone
with witch-light, mocking, demanding. He was sure he’d wandered into
hell.
“I
don’t know. A man beheaded. Is it…” He struggled
for the right word. “Is it a prophecy?”
The
elf-child’s eyes rolled back in its head,
showing two moon-white crescents. Imp and witch spoke in unison.
“There
is no such thing as prophecy. No such thing
as destiny. This is the truth that none dares utter.”
The
sorceress raised her hand to his shoulder and
went on, “This is the truth. With every step, you weave the spider’s
web for
yourself. Shall you weave a great web or a small? One of shining dew
colours or
one of soot and barbs? None can tell. Your future is all darkness.”
She
meant, he was sure, that he was going to die.
“No,”
he said.
“Come
in with us,” said the witch. She half-turned,
her hand sweeping towards the cave. The entrance glimmered and smoked
through
the fog.
“In
there?”
“Yes.
Come into the labyrinth. The meaning of your
vision will become clear. Some of your questions will be answered. The
serpent’s bite brings wisdom, if you can bear the pain. Come with us.”
He
stared at the terrible cave and felt his stomach
turn liquid with terror.
“No!”
Panicking,
he stumbled out of her grasp, twisted
around and ran. His feet splashed into water, mud sucked at his boots.
He
floundered. Death sighed and clawed him down with famished hands. Deep
inside
himself he felt a shadow waking and flapping anguished wings, and it
was not
fear of death but something far darker. Something that recognised this
place
and wanted to keep him there.
“That
way.”
He
glanced round. The sorceress was pointing, a
wing of velvet hanging from her outstretched arm, back towards the
wildwood. A
wide, clear path had opened between the trees.
At
the far end – another illusion, surely – he
could see Ludlow Castle standing upon its hill. Home.
“Take
that path, child,” said the sorceress. “No
creature of the twilight will harm you while you’re under our
protection.
They’ll not dare. You’ll come back when you are ready.”
With
those last ominous words chasing him, Richard
pulled free of the marsh, and fled. He clutched his flimsy sword for
all he was
worth, teeth bared against green-eyed sprites that chittered in the
undergrowth
as he passed. The castle at the end of the starlit path stood aloof,
never
drawing any closer.
That
was not my father’s head I saw, he told
himself. Not my father’s. Yet tears of dread choked him.
He
ran. He left the netherworld behind, although it
tried to pull him back. Wraiths tugged at his heels with cold blue
fingers.
Blanched and staring faces swam before his blurred eyes. However far,
however
hard he fled, the terror rushed along with him.
Inside
him, the shadow stretched fledgling wings
and made its claim.
###
“She
spoke the truth,” said the king, pacing slowly
in the dim light of the tent. “My future was darkness. Almost everyone
I have
ever loved is dead. That was the head of Owen Tudor she showed me. He
was the
Welsh squire who married Henry the Fifth’s widow. Their son Edmund
Tudor
spawned my enemy, the pretender who waits for me now. But Owen Tudor
did not
lose his head until two years or more after I met the witches. When I
heard the
story of the madwoman lighting the candles… I knew I’d seen a glimpse
of the
future and I cannot describe the fear that this hellish netherworld
struck into
me. I don’t envy you your dreams, my friend.”
“I
think that I would have gone into the cave,”
Raphael said.
“Then
you’re braver than me.”
“No.
Just more afraid of them.”
“I
knew – not thought, knew – that if I entered the
cave, my soul would be lost.”
“But
you might have understood what they wanted to
show you.”
“Yes,
perhaps so, and perhaps that would have given
me undreamed-of power – but at the cost, as I said, of my soul. All my
life,
the shadows within me have been trying to drag me back there. The
temptation
has been almost unbearable, sometimes. But I fought back. If I lose my
soul
anyway, no one can say I haven’t battled to the death to keep it.”
Richard
turned, his face aglow and ghastly. “I’ve
never spoken of this to anyone. I could never confess my terror, not to
my brothers,
nor even to my mother. She would only have told me to pray for
redemption. How
could I explain what horror I’d seen, still less explain that this
darkness is
so interwoven with my soul that an eternity of praying and an army of
priests
could never exorcise it? They’d have thought me bewitched. All I’ve
done to
avert this destiny has been in vain. I might as well have torn down the
altar,
burned my prayer books, ripped out my own heart and offered it to
Satan.”
His
voice rose, making Raphael start. He was
suddenly alight with passion. “Well, let Tudor come! Let them have the
apocalypse they want. I shall fight as I have lived, and take as many
with me
as I may to the pits of hell.”
Outside,
Raphael heard the first sounds of the camp
coming to life.
King
Richard rose, moved towards the pavilion’s
entrance and lifted the flap. The first indigo glimmer of dawn brushed
distant
Redemore Plain. In the gloom, Raphael saw tiny figures toiling up the
hill.
Very
quietly, Richard said, “For all I’ve done, for
all I am, and for all the sins of my family, I am punished. I’ve spun a
web of
soot and barbs. And now, the final act.”
Copyright
(C) Freda Warrington