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Freda Warrington - fantasy authorExtract from The Dark Blood of Poppies, Book Three of the Blood Wine Sequence... Man’s
daughter she is
not, nor Angel’s bride
Chapter
Two. Friends and Strangers On
clear cold nights, when a full moon hung over the Swiss Alps, Karl
and Charlotte often walked for hours through the magnificent peaks. In
temperatures no human could endure, they climbed impossible slopes with
ease.
Anyone seeing them would think they were ghosts. As
compensation for the darkness of immortality, Charlotte reflected,
this was among the greatest; to stand on a mountain summit with the
world
rolling away in white silence below, Karl’s arm around her, their coats
blowing
in the icy wind. Below
the peak on which they stood was a straight two-hundred-foot drop.
Irresistible. Detaching herself from Karl, she went to the very edge
and
hesitated, drunk with euphoria. Then she spread her arms, and dived
into space. Freezing
air made a banshee wail in her ears. She felt weightless and
completely at peace. This is what it means, to be mortal no
longer... She
landed in deep soft snow. Plumes of white powder rose and blew away
on the wind. She lay on her back, staring at the sky: a glorious arch
of black
velvet clustered thickly with stars. The moment seemed eternal. There
was another explosion of snow nearby; Karl had jumped after her.
Finding his feet, he waded towards her. “Charlotte!” She
accepted his hand and stood up, shaking snow from her coat. The
spark of anger in his eyes startled her. “Have
you gone mad?” he said, staring hard into her eyes. “If you want
to fly, enter the Crystal Ring. Don’t attempt it on Earth.” His
fervour took her aback. “I wanted to see how it felt to jump. I knew
I couldn’t kill myself.” “No,
but you might have been badly hurt. Our flesh can tear and our
bones can break. We heal, but the pain is terrible.” “I
know.” She lowered her eyes. “I’m sorry. But there’s no harm done.” He
relented with a rueful smile. “You must forgive me, also, for being
overprotective. Sometimes I still think you are human.” “Well,
I’m not.” Karl
shook his head, more amused than annoyed. Her beautiful demon
lover. “Shall
we go home?” he said. “Now we’ve taken the short cut.” On
a winding path though a pine forest, they walked arm-in-arm like an
innocent couple out for a stroll. Charlotte loved these times when she
could
forget the blood-thirst. Simply bask in the pleasure of being alone
with Karl. Both
sensed the presence before they saw her: a peasant woman, heavily
wrapped up against the cold, walking towards them. Charlotte smelled
animal
blood on her, and guessed she’d been up half the night helping cows to
calf.
Now she looked forward to her warm bed. In
the two years that Karl and Charlotte had been together, they
preferred to hunt separately. Both felt that the drinking of blood was
too
personal to be witnessed. Perhaps it was a form of denial. To hunt
together
would have been conscious collusion, a step too far across the
borderline of
evil. Normally
they would have let the woman pass by. Nothing was different
this evening… Yet
something happened. Unbidden,
mutual need flowed between them. No word was spoken. As the
peasant woman reached them they stopped, blocking her path. She
appeared to be in her thirties, fresh-faced and charming in her
headscarf, shawl and long skirts. A benevolent soul. But Charlotte,
seeing her
through a mist of hunger, perceived her as prey; as meaningful and
precious as
a sacrifice, but prey all the same. And Karl, his eyes like flames
behind amber
glass, no longer looked human at all. The
woman froze in shock. Gently they closed in, embracing her with
tender hands. Charlotte fed first, then held her while Karl sank his
wolf-teeth
into the plump throat. Moving behind the victim, Charlotte fed again,
breaking
the virgin skin on the other side of her neck. Her
hands met Karl’s around the human’s hot body as they fed. They
clasped each other with the victim between them. The moment was
eternal,
primal, throbbing with heat and blood. Transcendent. It
was the first time they’d fed together like this. More than lust,
this was a blood-ritual, connecting them to the darkest side of their
natures.
Entwining them in wordless ecstasy… and damnation. Afterwards,
they carried the woman to the edge of a farm to be found,
either to live or die. Then they went home without a word. What
was there to say? They were both shocked to the soul, swimming in
the same shadowy lake of passion. Moved, excited, afraid. Home
was an isolated black chalet poised high in a pine forest beneath
the Alps. The peaks of the Eiger, Monch and Jungfrau floated on the
horizon.
Within, the rooms had a timeless, faded luxury. Dark pine walls and
high
ceilings supported by rafters. Persian rugs, panels of muted floral
wallpaper,
elegant furniture; a library lined from floor to ceiling with books, a
music
room, a kitchen used only by their housekeeper, who climbed the steep
hill
twice a week to clean the house. If she thought her employers strange,
she was
too well-paid to ask questions. Vampires
had few material needs – only human blood was essential – so
they could have lived naked in graveyards, if they wished. Charlotte
knew
no-one who did. They still preferred to live like humans. The trappings
of
ordinary life were a fascinating luxury to some: to others, a poignant
connection to their lost humanity. In this, Charlotte and Karl were no
different. In
the drawing room, Charlotte forced Karl to look at her. He seemed
hardly able to do so. His exquisitely sculpted face, dark eyebrows
giving
bewitching intensity to his lovely eyes, his soft full hair of darkest
mahogany
– black in shadow, red where the fire caught garnet lights on the
strands –
still stopped her heart with their beauty. But sometimes he scared her
to
death. Tonight had added another, irrevocable layer of darkness to
their
relationship. “Now
do you believe I’m not human?” she whispered. # Charlotte
lit candles on a low table, each flame adding a new wash of
light to her golden-pale skin. Fragrant incense smoke coiled through
the glow. Karl
watched her. There was silent reverence between them, for what had
gone before and what would surely follow. The
drawing room took on the feel of a church prepared for midnight mass.
This was a kind of ritual; dream-like, unplanned, but inevitable. A
celebration, or wake, for the death of delusion. Karl,
seated in an upright chair, felt the familiar curves of the cello
between his knees. Scents of old, varnished wood mingled with the
peppery
incense. He set his bow to the strings and began to draw out deep warm
notes.
He played a nocturne in a minor key, mournful and evocative. Charlotte,
arrested, blew out her match and closed her eyes. He saw her body
tauten, saw
the tip of one fang indenting the rose-red curve of her lower lip. The
solitary line of music expressed all that had happened this evening.
The mad leap from the mountain, the mutual bliss of killing. How
easy it was,
he thought, when we hunted alone, to pretend we’re better
than we really
are. Until thirst comes in a primitive rush and we fall on our prey
like
animals… And, dear God, it was so like making love. Devouring each
other while
that poor woman faded between us... As
Karl played, Charlotte rose to her feet and began to dance. So hard,
even now, not to see her as the sweet young mortal he had first met. So
hard to
believe she had shared the kill with him! In a dress of cream, rose and
gold
lace she was slender and graceful, her upright back and neat square
shoulders
swathed by waist-length hair. Her hair was a shimmering wreath of soft
brown
and gold, framing her sweet, ageless face. She smiled as she danced.
She looked
so carefree, so heart-breakingly pretty, no one would believe that
blood had
ever touched her lips. Only
her eyes had changed. The amethyst-grey irises were layered with
experiences and sorrows that no mortal could imagine. She
was an elemental, a nymph, an enigma. Karl watched her rippling
hair, the subtle roundness of her breasts, hips and thighs moving
beneath the
lace. He felt an intense longing to make love to her... but that could
wait.
They had all night. The
nocturne wound to its sombre end. Charlotte curtseyed, her arms
stretched behind her like wings. “I’m
not Violette,” she said apologetically. “Thank
God for that,” said Karl. She
came to him and stroked his hair. “Do you still dislike her so
much?” “Liebchen,
as I keep telling you, I don’t dislike her. I meant
that I want to be with you, no-one else. And I do not want to talk
about
Violette.” “But
we must.” “Why?” “Well,
we can’t talk about…” She gestured at the window, meaning the
outside world, the forest, the shared feast. “Can we?” He
folded his fingers around her hand. “Not yet.” “I’m
sure Violette will be all right. As long as she goes on dancing,
there’s hope.” “That
she won’t destroy us?” “That
she’ll keep her sanity, and not be unhappy.” “And
not carry out her threats against us?” Karl said. “Dear,
she wasn’t herself.” “Yet
she said it. She threatened to take you from me, and change us both
into people we would not recognize. I can’t afford to ignore that.” Karl
wished Charlotte would forget Violette, but it was Charlotte’s
obsession that had made her into a vampire. Now she felt endlessly
responsible
for the dancer. “However,”
he went on, “I won’t live under the shadow of any threat. I
had enough of that with Kristian. We’re free now. I refuse to fear
Violette.” “I’m
not afraid of her. I made her.” Charlotte knelt beside him, her
face shining in the candlelight. “She’s like my mother, daughter,
sister––”
Karl was glad she didn’t add lover–– “and I won’t
turn my back on her.” “Of
course not, but that doesn’t mean she’s not dangerous. The last time
I saw the three supposed ‘angels’, they warned me against her. Although
I don’t
trust them, I think the warning was genuine.” Memory enveloped him. He
felt the
frost-burn of the Weisskalt and saw the three –
angels or devils, they
had been more than vampires – leaping like jets of fire into the black
cauldron
of space. Simon, Fyodor, Rasmila – who also called themselves by
mythical
names: Senoy, Sansenoy, and Semangelof. Karl
wondered what had become of them. “We
should be cautious, that’s all.” Her
hand, rosy with stolen blood, rested on his thigh. “Yes, but we must
remain friendly with her. If we avoid her, that may make her more
dangerous.” She
looked anxious for his reaction, but for once he agreed with her.
“You’re right, beloved. Safer to keep an eye on her, no?” Charlotte
relaxed. “It will be all right, Karl. Play for me again.” This
time she remained beside him, sitting on the carpet with her head
resting on his thigh as he played. The strings were responsive under
his
fingers; he’d lost none of his once-human touch. The slow melody drew
them
deeper into the lake of sensuality. Sharing a victim had generated a
richer
desire that they could only sate on each other. Each felt the moment
drawing
nearer… the unutterable joy of fulfilment becoming deliciously,
languorously
inevitable. Karl
played the last note, and leaned down to kiss Charlotte. Her tongue
touched his lips, parted his teeth; he tasted blood in the sweetness of
her
mouth. “I
always remember the first time you kissed me,” she whispered. “Do
you?” “In
the garden at Parkland Hall, on the bridge. I had tried for so long
not to give in.” “And
you said that you were bound to hurt me.” “But
that night you came to my room anyway,” he said, his words running
into hers. “I knew that if we went any further I might be unable to
control the
blood thirst, but I couldn’t stop.” “Nor
could I. I didn’t care about the consequences, my reputation or
anything. Even when you said you couldn’t marry me. The secrecy was
terrible.
It almost broke my heart, knowing it couldn’t last, but not knowing
why.” “I
could hardly have told you I was a vampire.” “I
wish you had, instead of the way I did find out! But I can’t regret
it. The secrecy was also delicious, knowing we shared a bond that no
one around
us guessed.” “Your
father would have wished to kill me,” Karl said, smiling. “And
I thought David had killed you. Gods, when I
thought I’d
never see you again – I’ve no idea why I didn’t die of a broken heart.” “Because
you’re strong.” “No…
because I couldn’t bear to believe you were gone forever. I thought
if I hung on long enough, I could will you back into existence.” “In
a way, you did. Ah, but I would not have put you through what
happened for anything.” “But
it was inevitable,” she said, “from that moment on the bridge…” Their
mouths touched. A faint, unwelcome sense of intrusion made Karl
draw away from her. He sat back in the chair, sighing. “What
is it?” she asked, puzzled. “You
are not concentrating,” he said. “We have visitors.” # Not
visitors, but a deputation, Charlotte observed, trying to be as
effortlessly courteous as Karl. Ilona, Karl’s wayward daughter:
blue-eyed,
callous Pierre: Stefan and his mute twin, Niklas. With them came two
immortals
whom Charlotte had never met: Rachel, a white, rarefied creature with
scarlet
hair, and a small, monk- like man named John. Charlotte
was always pleased to see Stefan. She greeted him with a kiss.
He smiled, but his bright, cornflower-blue gaze avoided hers. “What
brings you here?” she asked. “This
is a little awkward,” he said softly, moving to Niklas’s side.
Both blond and china-skinned, their only physical difference was
eye-colour.
Niklas’s irises were pale gold. His movements echoed Stefan’s in
mindless,
silent reflection of his twin. “Don’t
be coy,” Ilona snapped. “We’re here to talk about Violette
Lenoir.” As always she looked exquisite, a perfect fashion- plate with
her
bobbed hair, a sleek unstructured dress of dusky red flowing to just
below her
knees, a black silk rose on one hip. “What
is there to say about her?” Charlotte was instantly defensive.
Karl quietly took the visitors’ coats, betraying no reaction. “You
tell us,” said Ilona, “what there is to say about Violette.” Without
asking, Ilona wound up the gramophone and put on a record. The
thin, cheerful lilt of a jazz band made an incongruous background as
the
vampires seated themselves around the drawing room. How awkward,
Charlotte
thought, that they had no social niceties to ease the atmosphere; she
couldn’t
even offer them a drink. Like birds of prey they settled and gazed
unblinking
from lovely, piercing eyes. All watching her. Charlotte
busied herself stoking the fire and lighting lamps. As she
finished, Karl came to stand beside her near the fireplace. Rachel,
too,
remained on her feet. She seemed restless, repeatedly touching her neck
with
both hands. “Do
you really think it’s fair,” Charlotte said, “to discuss Violette
when she’s not here to speak for herself?” “You
wouldn’t want her here,” said Rachel. “Believe me.” “Why?”
Charlotte glanced at Karl, chilled. John,
the hard-eyed stranger, said, “Tell them.” Again
Rachel scratched at her throat. “A vampire who places herself in
the public eye is unnatural. We should exist as chameleons in the dusk.
No
human should know our faces or names. She’s breaking the laws.” “There
is no law,” Charlotte said impatiently. “What does it matter if
she’s famous? No-one will guess what she is.” “Someone
might, if she reaches seventy or eighty without a line on her
face,” Pierre drawled. He didn’t appear to be taking this seriously.
Rachel
shot him a vicious glance. “It’s
not just that,” she went on. “There’s something wrong about her.
It’s no secret that she believes herself to be Lilith, the progenitor
of all
vampires. She’s plainly mad and too powerful for her own good.” Charlotte’s
anger was fuelled by guilt. She feared Rachel was right, but
couldn’t accept it. “You don’t even know her! At least give her a
chance before
condemning her.” “Oh,
we gave her a chance,” said Rachel. “We went to see her. We asked
her politely to stop dancing, to stay well away from humans and
vampires
alike.” “Well,
I can imagine how she reacted to that. Who went, exactly?” Stefan
answered uneasily, “Niklas and myself, Rachel, John and Matthew.”
Cautiously he met Charlotte’s eyes. She glared, but he held her gaze. “Not
Ilona and Pierre?” They
shook their heads. Ilona said, “We’re only here now because Stefan
seems to think it’s so important.” “Much
ado about nothing,” Pierre added, “but amusing.” “Nothing?”
Rachel’s chalky face lengthened. John
leaned forward, his eyes black with hatred. His modern but shabby
suit hung on him like a stage costume. “Matthew is dead. She killed
him. He was
the dearest companion of my heart, my only refuge from the madness of
this
century, and she slew him. She tore off his head with her hands.” Charlotte
gaped. “How? Why? What did he do?” “Nothing!”
John flared. “She flew into a rage and attacked him for no
reason!” Stefan
added quietly, “Actually, Matthew suggested that unless she took
our advice, her ballet dancers might be in danger.” “Oh,
God,” Charlotte gasped. “He threatened their lives, and you’re
surprised that she reacted? She would give her life to protect them!” “But
it was only a threat, mere words,” said Rachel. “She didn’t argue,
she tore off his head. And that proves my point.
She’s insane,
capricious, a danger to all vampires.” Again she rubbed her neck,
fingers
tangling in her flame-red hair. “She attacked me, too… and I’ve lost
myself.
I’m so afraid.” A
long, heavy silence. Charlotte watched Rachel in dismay, realizing she
was not merely agitated but in torment. She thought, Violette
has done this. Controlling
her emotions, she said, “What do you expect us to do?” “You
made her immortal,” said John. “But
I didn’t act alone.” She willed Stefan to come to her defence, but
he only shook his head, looking helpless. “It’s
no good appealing to him,” Ilona said tartly. “Stefan may have
helped in the transformation, but we all know you initiated it.” Charlotte
couldn’t look at Karl. “I can’t know the truth about Matthew
unless I hear Violette’s side of the story. Why are you trying to turn
me
against her?” “We
don’t want another Kristian!” said Rachel. “Don’t
be ridiculous. She’s not seeking to rule you.” As Charlotte
spoke, a ghastly memory rose of the way they’d banded together to
assassinate
Kristian. She felt Karl’s hand on her shoulder and knew he was sharing
her
memories. Gods, were they proposing a similar lynch-mob against
Violette? John
said, “We need to know why you transformed her.” “What
business is it of yours?” Charlotte said indignantly, but Karl’s
hand grew heavier. “Tell
them,” said Karl. “We have nothing to hide.” “All
right.” Charlotte composed herself, determined to outface them. “It
was my fault. I forced her. I can’t justify what I did. As a human she
was
beautiful and I was drawn to her… you know how it can be. But I never
planned
to change her – until I learned she had arthritis that would eventually
stop
her dancing. I couldn’t bear her talent to be lost, or to see her grow
old and
crippled. Was I selfish? I wanted her to stay perfect forever.” Karl’s
fingers were now so tight that they hurt like the kiss of fangs. “And
then she went crazy,” said Pierre. “Stefan told us.” Charlotte
felt betrayed that Stefan had told others about such intimate
and painful events. “Which
of you didn’t go mad in the first moment of becoming undead?” she
said. “Who wasn’t horrified by the blood- thirst, who didn’t believe
himself
damned?” “Damned,
yes,” John said thinly, “but none of us became Lilith, the
queen of vampires.” Charlotte
said helplessly, “I can’t explain. It’s too complicated. I
could theorize all night, but I have no answers.” “When
you made her,” said John, “every vampire felt a darkening of the
ether. Everyone knew! She’s sown a seed of darkness in the Crystal Ring
that
will destroy us all.” Charlotte
didn’t reply. She had noticed changes in the Crystal Ring but
couldn’t talk about them, even to Karl. “And
what of you, Karl?” said John. “Have you nothing to say?” “Like
Charlotte, I prefer to reserve judgement until I’ve spoken to
Violette,” Karl said like the diplomat he was. Charlotte wished he
would defend
her wholeheartedly. She understood his distrust of Violette, but all
the same,
she hated it. He added, “Violette may present danger. However, I trust
that you
are proposing caution rather than assassination. We are not extremists,
and
like Rachel we all prefer a quiet existence. That is why we opposed
Kristian.
Let’s remember that we’re all on the same side.” “Of
course we are!” said Stefan. John’s expression remained closed. Charlotte
decided to speak plainly. “Yes, it’s my fault Violette was
initiated, and I take full responsibility. You don’t know her! Until
you
understand her reasons, don’t pass judgement on her. All she cares
about is
dancing; why should she be remotely interested in any of you? Don’t
pester her,
and she won’t touch you. But if you approach her with threats, what do
you
expect? Leave her in peace and you’ll be safe. You have my word.” “You
must be very sure of your influence over her,” Rachel said acidly. “I
cannot forget Matthew,” said John. “An eye for an eye…” “If
you go anywhere near her––” Charlotte flared, close to losing
control. “I
support Charlotte,” Pierre broke in. “The whole thing is ludicrous.
What’s become of us, that one neurotic fledgling sends us screaming for
maman?
Grow up and leave Violette alone.” Charlotte
ignored him. Why was it callous, sarcastic Pierre who came to
her defence, not the ones she really cared about, Stefan and Karl? “Do
whatever you like,” Rachel said, her voice faint. She leaned against
the windows, ghostly pale against the night. “I want nothing more to do
with
Violette. I want…” “Where
are you going?” John cried. “I
don’t know. Away.” And
she vanished into the Crystal Ring. “It
appears the case for the prosecution is collapsing,” said Charlotte,
looking pointedly at Stefan. “I think you’d all better leave.” Karl,
expressionless, brought their coats and distributed them without
ceremony. John
left without a word, but the look he gave Charlotte was sourly
threatening, almost deranged. He seemed entrenched in age-old dogma of
God and
Satan, as Kristian had been. I don’t know you, she
thought. I don’t
care what you believe, just get out of our house and leave us alone! Ilona,
unperturbed, presented herself to Karl. He kissed her forehead.
Charlotte was learning to read his feelings, for all he was so skilled
at
hiding them. She saw his age-old sorrow and the bitter-sweet love he
felt for
his daughter. Charlotte
said, “Ilona, you don’t agree with them, do you?” Ilona
turned to her with a cool smile. “Very little frightens me, dear,
except Violette. For some reason she scares me to death. But I won’t
give in to
her.” The
admission floored Charlotte. Before she could respond, Ilona melted
into the Crystal Ring. Pierre gave a sardonic bow, and followed. Stefan
glanced at Charlotte, as if intending to leave without saying
anything. She said, “Wait a moment.” He
came to her, Niklas a silent mirror-image at his side. His hair was a
white-gold nimbus, his eyes angelic. His was a teasing cruelty: he
loved to
rouse affection before he stole blood. “Are
you angry with me?” Stefan said. “H’m, silly question.” “How
could you turn against Violette, when you know what she is to me?
You helped to transform her!” “Charlotte.”
He touched her arm lightly. “I haven’t turned against her.
I only said what I believe.” “And
so did I.” She looked sideways at Karl. He was watching her, one
side of his face lit by fire, the other in shadow. “You
know my feelings,” said Karl. “I don’t trust Violette, but there
are very few whom I do trust.” “When
I came into the Crystal Ring,” said Charlotte, “I signed no
agreement that I must answer to other immortals.” “We
answer to no-one.” “Then
why do I have to suffer crowds of them coming here and threatening
my friend?” “I didn’t threaten her,” said Stefan. “I’m truly concerned about her, and have been since the moment of her transformation, as you know perfectly well. If anything, I was trying to protect her. I went to her in friendship; unfortunately, the others had different ideas and things got out of hand. It was meant to be a friendly warning, because if she doesn’t take herself out of the public eye and live a quiet life, she is going to make enemies far worse than John and Rachel.” Copyright (C) Freda Warrington
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